[Well at least Solus seemed to know a little bit of what she was talking about.

Anila pulls her other leg up, wraps her arms around her knees and rests her chin on them.

The thick feeling of being swallowed by blood, the weight and pain of all those souls. And she was useless, just like she is now, she--

Anila loosens her fingers from where they are digging into her arms. She isnt certain what triggered the surge of memory and emotion but now isn't the time. She has to keep herself under control.]

Yeah...

[Her voice is a bit distant.]

Doesn't feel great. Even if we got what we went there for. I-- for what it's worth, as much as I wished we had stopped it, I'm glad you didn't have to make whatever sacrifice Solus was asking if you. I'm sorry I didn't try harder to stop him sooner, to make sure you were never in that position in the first place."