That definitely sounds tough. I can't exactly say that I can relate. We are taught from a very young age the control it takes to harness a lightsaber, but that doesn't mean the fear leaves completely. In a way, it never should. There's a respect, for what it can do, the harm it can cause, and so you must always be careful.

[She starts tapping her palm, not really looking at him.]

I don't really know where I was going with that, but I think it's something like... it's a natural part of love to be afraid. But it's when that fear controls you that you start having issues.

[Anila gives a small huff and if she had any of those fuzzy hair strands that some organics had, they might have fluffed up from her face a moment.]

None of this is helping. I don't know why I pretend I have all the answers. Any of the answers. Sometimes, as a Jedi, it feels like I should, you know. But that's not the point here. My problem, not yours.

All I'm trying to say is be careful, but don't let fear be everything. And maybe we can up move 'finding a better material for your battle shell' up the list or something.